I'm a quitter!

I got my own apartment! Someday finally came!! I'm single, I'm lonely, and what do you do when you get lonely? You drink your days away! (Of course I make it to work no matter how hung over I am! I'm not a total alchy. Although then I would be saying that I wasn't a totaly junkie because I made it to work. Had to support those habbits somehow!) I'm back to quitting. I love to start things and quit. It's what I do. Painting, photography, sewing, scrapbooking, dope. (Okay so painting, sewing, photography, and scrapbooking are just on hold.) Drinking is gonna be a tough one. I live in a DRINKING TOWN with a fishing problem. Oh and another great thing about living in a small town, the rumors! True or not, they are there drilling a big hole into my life. I don't wanna know if they are true or not though. Please just let me think these are all false. I like being in the dark. It makes me feel good. I would so much rather live in my perfect bubble of happiness. I wanna believe that someday there will be world peace. I wanna believe that everyone is doing their part and not littering and using all the green peace crap. Like cloth bags. SAY NO TO PLASTIC. I haven't quit plastic yet. I have bottled water in my fridge right now as we speak. I know, I'm so bad! I have to quit one thing at a time though. Calm down greenies! I'm working on it! (Besides it's just a fad to clean up the earth right? Soon wearing beer can hats will be back in style.) Moral of the story, I'm a quitter. In a good sense. I think. We'll see what happens.